Lost in our own turbulences

Life is not as tough as it sometimes seems
But we want so much that we can't even gleam
the simplicity that surrounds us
in trying to understand the depths
we forget that somethings are but too simple
reaching out far in all directions
we wander and we struggle
and let go of what is at hand
till the time it drifts away
way far too much
and then we treasure
the diamond
that we thought was coal

about me 2

The old abt me had been up here for quite some time like a weathered sail whose seen many stormy seas...

T.J.: Sex was really easy. There was sex everywhere. It didn't really mean too much. Love, love was the hard thing to find. Even if you were looking for it, which not too many people were. And even if you found it, which not too many people did, even if it was right there in front of you. No; how could you see it with all the sex in the way?

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So here goes a new one (the old one now rests in my blog)

Many a people this face will meet
Some exploring the depths of meditation
Some wanting to feel real passion
Some wanting to die of exhilaration
Some wanting to set fire to this world of turbulation

There'll be souls interested in discussing Schroedenger's cat experiment
Whilst some may be into soles, fetish, bdsm and other sexual lifestyles untold
There'll be others trying to prove the butterfly effect
whilst some who would want to replicate the pattern on clothes, handbags, carpets and all

Ahead of us all lie challenges galore
To climb the everest
To write Tales of urban folk lore
To create art or improve science
Or to just find happiness in existence

And in all this we will find
People who hate
People who love
People whose views differ and judge us
People whose support makes u ten times strong

In all of this melee we all fit in
Decoding the mysteries of this life
and enjoying the happiness and pains as they come
So be it for you, so be it for me

tera ishq hai kya

na laila majnu ki kahaani
na heer ranjhaa ki pareshaani
yeh ishq na hota hai teri kaaya se
na fastaa hai yeh teri maaya mein
yeh ojhal hai sabki nazron se
yeh rahta nahee dil mein
jisne dil se keeya usne dillagi ki
kisi ke naseeb mein thi kisi ki rah gaeee

main toh dhoond raha hoon woh ishq
jo mujhko bhula de
na baney us tarah ki ho jo chilm ka kash
har saans se dhuein mein ud jaaye
main toh dhoond raha hoon woh loh
jo ki mere khoon mein ghul kar main ban jaaye

na jaanu mein aatma na jaanu main khudaa
na maanu yeh dhad tera na uski banaavat
jo tu mujhe samajh sake to samajh
main dhoondo aisa ishq
jo mujhe ishq samjhaa sake

look in

there are words which are spoken
and yet much is said when quiet
if all the thoughts were conquered
we would know who we are

waiting for her

she comes she goes
like the breeze of a spring
but when will she knock by my door
and bring the blossoming bloom in

the burning world

who said the world hath no fire...
i stood by yesterday as it burnt down in flames
some from my heart, some from yours
some from the people who couldnt care less
and we screamed and they screamed
but nobody went to get water
or did we already know it was too late
or did we already know it was too late
too late, too late, too late to save anybody from the pyre

look out

what are we all looking for
a fun time on a place so bore
when things move beyond reality
we change reality and make things
in all we are magicians the world hasn't seen
in all we are fools believing in our own fallacies